My computer was destroyed and it took all of my scanned work and vectored projects with it. I lost many important things I considered special to me. But there's nothing I can do about it so..

Anyway, I've been having problems. Ever since last year around the time a family member passed away, I've been feeling like I don't want to do anything. Or, I want to do something but I can't bring myself to. Sometimes I cry for no reason in my sleep. And things like that.

That has effected my art as well. Looking back at the pictures I drew from before all this started, my artwork looked better than it does now. Now I can't think of anything to draw. The drawings I submitted on the internet are from those rare few times I actually could bring myself to draw something I liked. But as time passed by I started feeling worse.

Eventually my grades slipped and I didn't study. And then I kept spending more of my time sleeping than anything else and I didn't want to eat. That's when I was told I was suffering from a serious case of apathy.

After talking to my family, I decided I should draw how I feel instead of keeping it in my thoughts. And that's what I did. And it actually worked. @_@ So if you like to draw and have problems, it's a good idea to not think, but just draw how you feel. Any image that comes to mind.

I'm getting past that situation now, and I'm better than before. Now I think I'll be ok. Maybe. I lost all my art so I have to start over. But I'll try to submit as many pictures as I can.

I already submitted one. It was my first try in expressing how I felt to my family. It's called "World Is Gone". I drew something like a glass globe shattering in her eye to express how I felt about having my sibling die. It kinda felt like everything was over.

F.Y.I.: I can't say I didn't have practice drawing "creepy" things (draws them often). I'm a bit nervous of uploading these kind of drawings, but I want to try to really express things in my art as much as possible.

Thanks to all those who faved my works. :3



I accept invite to friends.
I'll add you to friends too. ^^

I also accept giving comments and critique to your art if you want my opinion on it @_@ I'm not sure if what I say will help, but if you want to ask me that's ok. I'll do it. My account on dA is free. x_x So it won't be fancy. And also, I'm dealing with classes and other art accounts, so I can't say I can reply to everyone and everything.

I accept invite to clubs and groups on dA. But it depends. Like, if you ask me to join a flowers club where I have to submit photography of roses and stuff, that completely has nothing to do with me. So I can support and fav stuff, but I can't "join" it. So if you own a club/group or if you are part of one and you think I'd fit in then let me know.

Thanks.

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